Friday, September 22, 2006

How time flies

Whew! The weather is changing and man, is it cold. I can't believe that time is flying like this. My daughter is working on using the potty, I'm sneaking up on my 4th year as a real live librarian and, man, have times changed. I first came to librarianship because my former marriage was disintegrating and I needed a real career. Though I had a Bachelor's, I couldn't find a job, so I decided to go back to school and viola! I got my Master's.

It was just that simple. But now, I'm looking back and the time seems to have just disappeared.

I'm still adjusting to being a parent and finding the right balance of authority and gentleness. It's hard because she is ever changing. She was a happy innocent baby for only what seems like 10 minutes and the next thing I knew, she was a toddler who is capable of throwing a fit, yet remaining so sweet that I can't help, but cuddle her. My emotions are all over the place when I see how fast she's growing up. I become nostalgic about holding her again when she was first born. Then I wish that the climate was right for my to physically have another babe, but the reality is against me, so I'm trying to research adoption...
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